thoughts
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Pill of Tears
“If I could catch my tears…Put them in a pill for you to take…Maybe then you would understand.” I pulled out an old sketchbook / notebook from the early 2000s. There are only a few pages used. The last page with something on it has this sketch. Back when I was struggling with depression, anxiety,…
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Our Demons
In the light we follow the dark.Human obsession with broken hearts and broken dreams.In the dark we fear the unseen.But to be true, we know what is there.For it is we, humanity, hiding under the covers from the demons we create.
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60 Seconds in My Head: Hyperpensia OCD
Hyperpensia OCD; A harmless yet highly annoying and mentally exhausting condition characterized by too much thinking, usually uncontrolled though with extreme fast, repetitive, overlapping micro thoughts, memories and internalized vocalization. Often accompanied by a subconscious tic or hyper awareness of tactile sensations like itching, teeth grinding or tapping, bouncing or shaking of leg or foot. The…
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Ambient in the Dark
A warm glow fills the room with ambient life. It dances it’s colorful song in abundance just outside my window. I peer into the light. My restless limbs heavy as I turn. My dreams all but faded into the subconscious. The light beckons as it burns. The sound of my heart broken by a passing…
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Where Demons Dwell
Mountains rise in wakes of troubled thoughts Mere ripples turned swells of rolling rage Stirred torrents of doubt and question Blanket waters once still with unstayed ferocity Anger, fear, temptation and lust drown reason As my mind wanders in places where demons dwell
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The Darkest Place
There is a place so dark I cannot go. The heart runs cold and the soul lives alone. Thoughts oft surface soon set on the wind. Hopes no return they should never come again.
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Dinner Alone
These nights alone. Transient wastelands of lonely thoughts. Hopeful flights of fancy encourage endless desire. Desire… desire to be held in life’s intimate embrace alongside friends or a lover not yet met. What is the measure of a person? The things they have done. The Things they have seen. Things accumulated. Or love and friends…
The Little Red Book 