Life
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Pill of Tears
“If I could catch my tears…Put them in a pill for you to take…Maybe then you would understand.” I pulled out an old sketchbook / notebook from the early 2000s. There are only a few pages used. The last page with something on it has this sketch. Back when I was struggling with depression, anxiety,…
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60 Seconds in My Head: Hyperpensia OCD
Hyperpensia OCD; A harmless yet highly annoying and mentally exhausting condition characterized by too much thinking, usually uncontrolled though with extreme fast, repetitive, overlapping micro thoughts, memories and internalized vocalization. Often accompanied by a subconscious tic or hyper awareness of tactile sensations like itching, teeth grinding or tapping, bouncing or shaking of leg or foot. The…
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Emptiness
Build my life upon these dreams Comforts and cozies fill my thoughts Returning to a place familiar and warm Memories of achievement and joy Love, yes love felt and expressed The lie roles off my tongue like marbles on hill Expressed yes, but not love Comforts are facades hiding what lies behind Dreams are more…
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Ambient in the Dark
A warm glow fills the room with ambient life. It dances it’s colorful song in abundance just outside my window. I peer into the light. My restless limbs heavy as I turn. My dreams all but faded into the subconscious. The light beckons as it burns. The sound of my heart broken by a passing…
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Most Beautiful Woman
The most beautiful woman in the world is not the one with a sash or crown. She is not the one with a perfect body or the nicest cloths. She is not the most popular or even the most graceful. She is the woman you love and the one who loves you for who you…
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My Dream in PHP
$proud[] = ($l,$g,$b,$t,$q,$i); $beautiful = $this->world->gather( (array)$straight, (array)$openMinded, (array)$allies ); $humanity = array_merge( $beautiful, $proud ); foreach ($humanity as $you){ echo $you . ” Are Beautiful, Loved and Appreciated.”; } echo “Being different is not a crime. It is an Honor”;
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Running in Shadows
Some wounds run too deep. The sounds of cracking bones or the words of petty fools. I cannot see the scars. Time has washed them clear. I cannot feel the shot. The bullets have long since been removed. When all I ever wanted was to run away. I ran. Far away. Deep in the forests…
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Advice of the Gods
The heart doth surely bleed and the soul shall weep it’s lonely death. Life is a tear in the eyes of the universe. If only one could see. Let open your mind. Your heart shall never die.
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A Moment of Peace: A Lifetime of Struggle
Wow did I just ever have a weird experience. I was watching Doctor Who on Netflix just now. To make a long story short this particular episode just unlocked some crazy shit in my head. Well I was in tears for the last 10 minutes of the show. It was a broad mix of joy,…
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My religion: Art My scripture: Poetry My gospel: the Wind My dreams: Lucid My love: Passionate My life: My own